I don’t do well with change. You would think that being a military brat and all that other good stuff that I would be okay with change, but I really am not that great at dealing with it!
I just want everything to work out how it is suppose to, but that isn’t life. Life operates on its own accord. All the planing and precautions that I can try to take into consideration means nothing to life. Life does what life wishes. I know there is a lesson here I was supposed to learn and if I can get over my cynical thoughts and try to look at the bigger picture, I may be able to see it. I am a very “emotionally” lead person. I make decisions with my emotions more so than with my head at times. I am glad I have a grounded husband who tries to keep me on the right track.
My plans to start back on a regular daily medication is probably not going to happen. My plans of finding activities that I enjoy and trying to get out there and do them is on hold, probably until Katie starts to school. All that is okay though because, like I said, I am sure there is something I am probably supposed to be learning. *sgh* Change sucks some times.