I posted before about us expecting number 3 in September. We found it the baby is a Boy! We have named him Jonah.
We are also moving to a larger house. When we bought this house in 2008 we were only going to live here a year. It was just me, my husband, and our son. Now, a few years later, it is me, my husband, our son, our daughter and our soon to be baby son. We would have bought a larger house had we known! We can’t afford to buy another house but my parents are letting us take over their house. It will be suck a relief to be able to stretch out a little bit!
I finished Spring semester in school. I passed both of my classes so that’s a plus! I will more than likely not be going back until Jonah is about a year old. I haven’t decided yet.
I think I’m adjusting to Harley’s passing. I found it very hard to spend time with Bear afterward. I feel terrible about it, but I just missed Harley too much. I still can’t stand to see pictures of Harley. I threw away everything related to him aside from his collar which will be buried with his ashes. I still tear up thinking about Harley and how much he loved Nikolaus and how much Nikolaus loved him. He still cries for him. There was nothing more I could do for Harley and I am really glad Nikolaus hasn’t blamed me for his death. I am finally seeking Bear out for more time with him. I will admit he has gone unnoticed when he isn’t working. I just couldn’t do it. On Friday Katie and I brushed him really good and wiped him with doggy wet wipes. I also gave him a bone to chew on. This is still a process for me and it will take time. I don’t know what I would do without Bear though.
Well I guess that is all that is going on. I haven’t updated since Clay’s passing in March so I thought it was a good time to come back with something not so depressing!